so there's this boy.

his name is CDM.

our relationship can be kinda confusing.

like we been together for 5 months ( since yesterday )

but we not officially going out.

we went on a break in june buhh our actions never changed.

we still act like we together.

still chillinq with him and his family. an all that.

i love the kidd buh i just hate the fact that our relationship is confusinq.

sometimes im scared that i might lose him.

i feel like he might meet someone prettier than me or something.

and then just start liking them.

i guess thats just me bein insecure. ughh.

i shouldnt be tho cause he always tells me he not going anywhere and i believe him but i just worry like that sometimes.

i love the kidd. its been 5 months.

and i know we will last for a really good minute.

buh sometimes i just worry what might happen.

i dont wanna be in a complicated relationship forever.

i just need to express that to him.

i can easily express it here buh tellin him is another story. i can just never find the time to tell him. buhh hopefully i can soon...