12.27.09

i feel so badd u guys its been soooooooo long with school and everything. the year is almost up and what a year it has been. i cant believe christmas is here. next friday !. i still gotta finish sum shoppinq for my mommy my ex (yeah im gettin him somethin cause he still my baybay) and a few friends... . i gotta put up some homecoming pics ! yall never saw them

ohh mann

i havnt been on in forever with school an all.
ill be on later to tell yall bout my lifee ..

CDM .

okay so i told him how i felt .
turned out he thought we were off break the wholee time !!
buhh i obviously didnt know.

long story short. we official. i got him , he got me.

im smilinq.. .

She by Sheree

okay so like , compared to lisa's fashion show, this was one was more high fashion. and the clothes, also. lisa's clothers were more of like things you would wear on the street. sheree's clothes were more high fashion to me. but both were good.. .

real housewives. episode 7 .

im a true fan of this show.

i dint care for kims wig party. i dont wear wigs and all of em were ugly anyways so watever.

but about this fashion show.

okay i dont necessarily think she was a copycat like sheree said but it is wierd how she just decided to do this out of nowhere. i guess its cool she hired a designer for her... i guess. it would be better if she actually designed her own clothes tho .

okay i like the title "closet freak" buhh i didnt really like the stage all that much. i understand she was tryna to make it go with the name of her line buht it didnt really go with the clothes. the closet on stage was like plain an boring to me. and i think that dwight (the dude in the middle) was really being a critic on literally everything ! the stage, the clothes, models, all that shxt. i was damn dude , chill !

and sheree. come on ! she shows up right after the fashion show tawkin bout her son had a recital??? smh. idk if that was true or not buhh i mean she could have tried to come to the actual show, not the after party. and then she wanna take pictures like she been there the whole time. PLEAASSEEE. what really got me was when she goees up to lisa and says "I wanna see the clothes." THATS WHY YOU COME TO THE ACTUAL SHOW ! duh.

im glad lisa was ignorinq her ass. sheree was a tid bit messed up.

im just ready for the next episode to see how the alter-ego pics turned out..

so there's this boy.

his name is CDM.

our relationship can be kinda confusing.

like we been together for 5 months ( since yesterday )

but we not officially going out.

we went on a break in june buhh our actions never changed.

we still act like we together.

still chillinq with him and his family. an all that.

i love the kidd buh i just hate the fact that our relationship is confusinq.

sometimes im scared that i might lose him.

i feel like he might meet someone prettier than me or something.

and then just start liking them.

i guess thats just me bein insecure. ughh.

i shouldnt be tho cause he always tells me he not going anywhere and i believe him but i just worry like that sometimes.

i love the kidd. its been 5 months.

and i know we will last for a really good minute.

buh sometimes i just worry what might happen.

i dont wanna be in a complicated relationship forever.

i just need to express that to him.

i can easily express it here buh tellin him is another story. i can just never find the time to tell him. buhh hopefully i can soon...

anotha trend alert : geek glasses

Geek Glasses

been around for a good minute .

lmaooooo .

he make em look chic.

trend alert : fedora hat .

beyonce is deff. a fan of the fedora . !

the fedora hat - one of the season's hottest accesories.
i like fedoras . they can be worn with almost everything and the look good.

also they are a great cover-up for a bad hair day . haha

i love em.

twitter ?

uh.. ..

like since day one. i have not seen the purpose of this . you put up a status and thats it ? what else are yu supposed to do ? i dont understand lol

who rockedd it better ( pt. 2 ) ?

carrie ann vs. audrina

beyonce vs. rihanna

katie vs. melissa


rihanna vs. beyonce once again. ..

brittany vs. miley

MY RESULTS :

1. carrie ann . it was almost a tie buht i just went ahead an chose.

2. its always hard wen it comes to these two. ima just go with both . lol i just dont like beyonce shoes with those. nevermind. i choose rihanna

3. katie. wasnt that hard.

4. them two again buht i deff. choose rihanna

5. wow miley has on clothes? but i choose brittney.

tell me who you choose.

smile baby .

hm . i love my smile. sometimes i wish i woke up like this everyday. some times i have things on my mind that just arent right . so the smile on my face isnt this bright . then other times my smile just covers up how i really feel . i try to smile no matter what. im blessed and thankful so i deserve to smile. feels me ? yeahh . i love it .

i need HELP bad.

maybe im just slow. cause i see everybody with these youtube videos. an idk how to put them on here.

can sombody help mee pleaaaseee. ?

hm . time for a change

i feel likee changinq my blog up a bit. so be on the lookout for that . .

i'll be doinq that later.

myspace pet peeve .

okay wtf ? i need to get this off my chest. you know how myspace has the status thing an you can comment on them ? why must some people decide to tawkk shxtt on theier status ? and then they wanna argue callin the other person gay and stuff like that. its so ridiculous cause i mean, you not gonna do nothinq cause most likely this person doesnt even live in the same city as you. they like on opposite sides of the USA. i mean danqq quit actinq hard on myspace. anybody can type " this niqqa qay as fuckk " . i just did . ! myspace is like a place of immaturity cause thats how some people act sometimes.

like GROW UP people !!

love it .

i have no idea who this is. but i love her outfit. lol i believe her name is AnnaLynne McCord

i need followers .

omgeee. i need followers so please follow me and i PROMISE i will follow you and show love.
so follow me peopless :) pleasse an thnks.

nycole's life .. .

okay. so the past few days been pretty interestinq i quess.

• monday. aug 10,2009 - hmm well yeah i was at the library volunteerinq. that was pretty fun cause the cutie was there. he's cool. just friends ya know. later on thoughh i started feelinq downn again. forgot why though. then my cousin came over. auntiee had to get her hair done. we chilled laughedd at the tele. and that was pretty much it.
• tuesday. aug 11,2009 - well okay today pretty much nothinq happened. oh well i did go to school to get my schedule an shxt at school. top locker babbyyy. :) buhh my ma was kinda rushinq me cause she had to get to work. so my slow self puts all my shxt in my locker which includes my books. SCHEDULE. and locker combination. smh. now i have no idea wat my combination is lol okay an later on CDM ( im holdinq his hand in that pic further down on my page ) texts me an we chattinq for a little. it was good till i made a joke an he didnt find it funny. id rather not say what it was. so after that he didnt wanna tawk. i got mad. he apologized buhh still didnt wanna tawk. smh. so i asks him " do you know what today is? " what does he say? "our 5 month anniversary" . even though it was our 4 month anniversary (lol) it made my heart smile cause i honestly didnt know he remebered. so after that we exchanged " i love you's" and called it a night. and thats my tuesday.
• wednesday. aug 12, 2009 - no volunteerinq today. buhh it was one of them days. i was feelinq unhappy. feelin a little insecure bout my relationship. so i texted my friend an toldd him about it. i had went to the summer dance jam and he texted me bakk. he said maybe me and CDM rushed into the relaitionship. i thought about it an kinda agreed. he said i needed to be single and work on myself. so i texted CDM an asked him if he thot we rushed into it? an he agreed. so we decied that we should be friends again and just move from there. he still cool. tho. ya know? okay so i get on myspace an start chattinq with this dude. he go to my rival school ( paxon sas vs. stanton college prep ) . he hella cute. so we chattin on the IM and then we start txtin. had good conversation. went to bed at like 4 in the morninq lol
• thursday. aug 13, 2009 - uh. pretty borinq day. watchedd movies for the most part. texted CDM and my "new friend" ;) . was gonna chill wit CDM an his mom buhh she didnt feel like gettin me. smh. lol buhh yeah so it was just a chill day. now im writinq this post an on facebook tawkin to my new friend. ready for tomorrow an the weekend. .. ..

PEACE.

long time ...

its been a while guys ! buhh im beinq lazy so ill tell yall bout my life later. lol

never disappoints . .

rihanna fails to disappoint me. lol she even makes floral print dresses look cutee.

allow me to inroduce myself . .

bonjour. je m'appelle nycole. j'ai seize ans. j'habite a jacksonville, florida. j'aime.........

haha sorry. confused ? yeah im studyinq french. lemme start over. my name is nycole. aka nikki. or NYC for short. very short. lol im 16. kinda a yunq'in. livinq in lame jacksonville. missinq orlando . i like to say that i have a different kinda swagga than most chickss from here. ( jacksonville) mainly my style. im not loud. not petty. ugh hate that wrddd like forreal. i actually kinda have a "white" personality. there are alot of things ppl dont know abt me. one thing most ppl dont know is that behind my cuteness and my smile is a girl who sometimes wishes she didnt feel alone sometimes. i have friendss, and a boyfriend buh i just have my moments. do yall get like that at times? hm. buhh anyways. i like the french language as you can see. i really wanna go someday. another thing about me is that i love the fashion world. sometimes i find it hard to shop cause im sooooo picky and i just wanna stand out. i dont wanna buy the borinq stuff. i get my inspirations from everywhere. i look at other people and try to make my own style ya know ? buht enough about me. . . . hehe. contact me here : www.myspace.com/phreshlady

sighh .

today .. well yesterday was interestinq .

i found out somethinq tht i never thot would happen. : /

but CDM was there for me and he always will be .

im thankful it wasnt as worse as it could have been .

another lesson learned .

:(

ive had my blog for idk 1 maybe 2 weeks. and nobody has followed me yet. :(

make me :) and follow me. i'll follow you twoo . lol

hottest shoes ive ever seen ; *

Bio-Leopard Blazers

arrrggggg. ! i want em so bad. i mean look at em !

atlanta .

okay okay. soo while we were in atlanta we went through a little drama.

soo after shoppinq we want summ food so im like hey BBQ would be good .

so the lass time we came to ATL we decided to go to dis BBQ place so we decide to go back.

so we driving down Peachtree Street an we not findinq the place. so we ask these dudes

in a garbage truck where dis place at . the said keep drvin down Peachtree an it will be on ya right. so we ridin for like an hour and then we realize we in the ghetto .

im like wtf i know tht place aint this far. so then we ask these

2 dudes walkin. the dude we call looks at us with these big eyes like we the dam police

all i can do is LAUGH . i cant evn look at him . lmaoooo.

okay so we ask him where we can get sum BBQ an he say uhhh iono. then he like over on MLK street buh he sounded like he was lyinq buhh we follow his directions anyway. so we ridint again an then we decide to jst fckk the BBQ. so now we trytin to find the hotel ( which we alreay went to that day ) an wew cant find it ! we ride around for like half an hour lookin an it turns out mommy got off the highway too early. we ended up gettin summ MCDS. i got a number 8 . ha i just wanted to say tht. we get to the hotel an i realize that i left the dvd player in the car . ( i dont like watchin hotel tv cause they never have the channels i like ) so me an my sis go dwnstairs then we realize its RAININ . an so i have to run in the rain up a hill in sandels get the dvd an wen im bout to go bakk dwn the hill i almost get hit by this mini van !!! im almost screamin an shxt. then this man in front of me walkin while im tryna run ughh.

so then we get bakk to the hotel. these dudes tryna tawkk to us buh they was too old for me an plus i gotta bf. i wasnt tryna hear dem lol i was wet an ready for a shower.

so eventually i got my shower an watched Bring Down The House an texted till i fell asleep .

WHAT A DAY. lol

damn .

so i just read this blog an it suddenly got me .... yea yu know. .
lmao . ugh where is my babe wen i need ... well want him ? HA.

buhh forreal doe.. .

dirty money .

okay so diddy is in a new group called " Dirty Money" which consists of him, dawn frmm DK, another chick named kaleena which is pretty hot btw, ( as in her singinq ) . and also she reminds me estelle like forreal. they sound pretty good. lets see how long this group actually lasts .....

B runs in heels .

Taking some time off before her concert tour resumes in Vegas, Beyonce Knowles was spotted shopping at Ricky's costume shop in NYC on July 25. She's looking uber foxy these days, don't you think? Starting with bold yellow YSL stilettos and a lime straw hat, B let her accessories take the spotlight and toned down her 'fit with comfy cuffed shorts (try James Perse's Double Pocket Short in Toast or go a little dressier with Johnson's Suella Sailor Short in Grey) and a baggy white tank (like Diesel's Tuky Tank in White or P.G.D. Style's Babydoll Tank in White). Love her multi-toned hobo, does anyone know who makes it? Besides looking fabulous, I have to comment that B is actually wearing her monstrous 18 karat wedding ring for a change.

my opinion : i love thee outfit. and thats that. :)

drake .

oh no ! drake fell on stage durinq his current tour . he has to get surgery . damnn . it was said that he will be recoverinq in toronto , canada . hope he gets welll soon . :(

its been a minute ..

yeah . havnt been on in a minute so ..

at the moment its 3:53 AM. im leaving for atlanta in like less than than 3 hours

and im still not really packed. im soo last minute lol im pretty excited. but yeah im

a little tired but i refuse to go to sleep untilk this is done . had a good day friday . it

was pretty cool . chillin wiff babe then went to the movies wiff babe. we went to see orphan.

my second time seein it . his first time so i tried not to ruin it for him lol it was so good. only like

20 people in the theatre but i like it that way. we were kinda loud tho lol but whatever.

yeah i had alot of fun. came home. took a shower . ate ( of course ) then just crashed. woke up at

like 2:30 tawkedd to ma dukes and texted a little an now here i am :) i need to go bakk to

packinq. ugh i honestly dont like to pack. it gets borinq and i NEVER know what to pack man .

do yalll have that prblm too ? buh yeah im out .

who rocked it better ?

okay :

1. Paris Hilton vs. Mischa Barton ,
i vote for Paris . she actually accessorized . lol

2. Heidi Montag vs . Heather Graham vs. Cheryl Burke vs. Kristin Cavallari vs. ...........
i vote for the last girl . couldnt quite get her name . lol sorry .

3. Rihanna vs. Jessica Alba
i vote for rihanna . jessica got too much extra stuff on .

4. heidi montag vs. kim kardashian
my vote is for kim. wtf heidi. bedroom slippers?


tell me who you vote for . !

oh my . she goin for the natural look..

hmm. idk what to say. alot of people tawkin bout this new "do" . uh, idk really . i dont like it all thast much. i think im being nice right now lol . uhhh idk its just not workinq babe .

Orphan .. *

okay so like.. i just got back from seeing that movie not too long ago . an it was hella good .
i dont wanna say exactly what happened just know tht chick was crazy . like mental crazy lmaoo. you need to see it if u havnt already.. ..

fashion statement ?

yes amber rose made quite the fashion statement, sporting a colorful new do while leaving the Villa Lounge in L.A

HOT or NOT ?

hm . i think its HOT .! i like how she had the hair to coordinate with her jeans. very cute. you wont see too much of this and it actually look decent. she is def. a trendsetta cause she do things you dont see ya know ?

i love it .

eh,

havnt really been on like that . i feel the need to shop. its like a drug for me. i have money now i just feel the need to spend it. ( an save some ) . cant wait for this atlanta trip. im goinq all out babyy. ;)

hmm. denim leggings. *

okay so like denim leggings. its the new summer trend. would you rock them ? i deff. would. they about to be seen everywhere in all the stores.

okay so i was reading this thing on glamour.com and according to Tracey Lomratz... girls should not follow this trend. she specifically stated that

these denim leggins do not flatter your behind. alsoo that "They reek of the 80s and not in the way that we've been digging. " okay so i disagreed with that statement. these leggins can flatter the booty. lol * it pretty much depends on the person. i know i can rockk these quite well cause i have a nice shape. hehe. and its obvious that beyonce is showin em off quite well. so i personally didnt know what miss tracey was tawkin bout. i actually like the denim ones better that the metallic ones. they look less...uh.. . hmm. . slutty. lol but yeah i think these are hot. ; )

my dance inspirations ; *

hi defintion. ( live in color ) pretty much the best dance crew of the south.
i love themm. !

something different *

W O A H H. .

yess its the hair.

rihanna has shaved her hair off the side.

i actually like it.

its hella different an not many people can rock

this shxt.

i also though that the fit was pretty cute.

totally new to this . *

okay so like i just made this yesterday and im still tryyin to get used to this so sorry that my page is totally B L A N K . * im still using my creativity an tryin to see what ima put on here. so yeahh . ttyl. :)