CDM .

okay so i told him how i felt .
turned out he thought we were off break the wholee time !!
buhh i obviously didnt know.

long story short. we official. i got him , he got me.

im smilinq.. .

She by Sheree

okay so like , compared to lisa's fashion show, this was one was more high fashion. and the clothes, also. lisa's clothers were more of like things you would wear on the street. sheree's clothes were more high fashion to me. but both were good.. .

real housewives. episode 7 .

im a true fan of this show.

i dint care for kims wig party. i dont wear wigs and all of em were ugly anyways so watever.

but about this fashion show.

okay i dont necessarily think she was a copycat like sheree said but it is wierd how she just decided to do this out of nowhere. i guess its cool she hired a designer for her... i guess. it would be better if she actually designed her own clothes tho .

okay i like the title "closet freak" buhh i didnt really like the stage all that much. i understand she was tryna to make it go with the name of her line buht it didnt really go with the clothes. the closet on stage was like plain an boring to me. and i think that dwight (the dude in the middle) was really being a critic on literally everything ! the stage, the clothes, models, all that shxt. i was damn dude , chill !

and sheree. come on ! she shows up right after the fashion show tawkin bout her son had a recital??? smh. idk if that was true or not buhh i mean she could have tried to come to the actual show, not the after party. and then she wanna take pictures like she been there the whole time. PLEAASSEEE. what really got me was when she goees up to lisa and says "I wanna see the clothes." THATS WHY YOU COME TO THE ACTUAL SHOW ! duh.

im glad lisa was ignorinq her ass. sheree was a tid bit messed up.

im just ready for the next episode to see how the alter-ego pics turned out..

so there's this boy.

his name is CDM.

our relationship can be kinda confusing.

like we been together for 5 months ( since yesterday )

but we not officially going out.

we went on a break in june buhh our actions never changed.

we still act like we together.

still chillinq with him and his family. an all that.

i love the kidd buh i just hate the fact that our relationship is confusinq.

sometimes im scared that i might lose him.

i feel like he might meet someone prettier than me or something.

and then just start liking them.

i guess thats just me bein insecure. ughh.

i shouldnt be tho cause he always tells me he not going anywhere and i believe him but i just worry like that sometimes.

i love the kidd. its been 5 months.

and i know we will last for a really good minute.

buh sometimes i just worry what might happen.

i dont wanna be in a complicated relationship forever.

i just need to express that to him.

i can easily express it here buh tellin him is another story. i can just never find the time to tell him. buhh hopefully i can soon...