i have a picture taking problem; lol

easter ;*

been so long.

jeessshhh ! its been so long. i am soo sorry. i need to update sum stuff ; *

HAPPY NEWW YEAR EVERYONE !

yeah im kinda late buh not too late... oh well.

at least i said it.

i think for my new years resolution (for my blog) ima try and keep this

updated more. ima tell more real shxt bout my life and whats goinq on in it. .

thats what this things for right ??

buh ok recently..

i tawked to CDM and i just had to ask him what was up w/ me a him..

cus we wasnt datinq buh we wuld act like it.. .so i asked him like how he felt and shxt about what i was tellin him.. so he was like im thinkin bout us gettin together an shxt..buh then he says he still kinda sees me as his gf and i see him as my bf straight up. .

soo yeah i guess we dating now buh i feel like our relationship is more open..like i still flirt wit dudes (only like 2 at the moment.. im not a hoee) buh CDM will always be my main an i loovveee him so much .

we supposed to do somethinq tomorrow and we betta do sumthin cause i cant be in this house tomorrow. im kinda sick of bein in here for two reasons..

1. i was in the house ALL day today sleeping and doing hw

2. my peoples got in an argument over the dumbest thing and then i had to get a lecture and after i get the fckin lecture they wanna argue again.

the argument started over my dog like wtf? my mom is pretty much gettin tired of him and his mistakes like peeing so she wanna get rid of him buh i want him.. so my parent s as arguin about it and then she wanna threaten to leave and shxt. its not that fckin serious. i was just so mad. not a good way to start out the new year ya know ? sometimes i feel like my dog is lucky cause in a way he got it made. he dont gotta worry bout the problems of the world. he pretty much just sleeps all day. he didnt have to listen to my peoples argue. he dont gotta be hurt cause we treat him so good. he dont gotta worry bout fake people and gettin hurt in any way. thats just how i feel sometimes... .

but yeah thats all for now.. .i might change my blog around a bit. leave feedback if u want..

12.27.09

i feel so badd u guys its been soooooooo long with school and everything. the year is almost up and what a year it has been. i cant believe christmas is here. next friday !. i still gotta finish sum shoppinq for my mommy my ex (yeah im gettin him somethin cause he still my baybay) and a few friends... . i gotta put up some homecoming pics ! yall never saw them

ohh mann

i havnt been on in forever with school an all.
ill be on later to tell yall bout my lifee ..

CDM .

okay so i told him how i felt .
turned out he thought we were off break the wholee time !!
buhh i obviously didnt know.

long story short. we official. i got him , he got me.

im smilinq.. .